---EDIT 6.45pm

today i am a pot of grump.
today i don't feel like doing anything.
but when i don't do anything, i am feeling bored.
my mind had took my emotions for a ride.
it must be the pms.
i don't know what i want
my days had been boring.
i don't think i'll blog for the time being.
i'm going out for chicken rice now.
tonight when i'm back, i will remember to paint my nails red.
chen wei, if you're reading this, can you ask mummy if she's able to cook dinner someday next week ? i'll pop by your place. i want the black black potato with carrot that chen ting likes. call me soon.

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time of the month. i don't have the perfect reason, but i still snap at everybody tonight. anyone who irritates the slightest of me will have my pumps in his/her mouth. jason, no hard feelings but i am sorry that you displayed your thoughts on that tagboard at a very wrong time. you pissed me off terribly and had just offended me. all i'd ask from you, is to accept me wholely as a friend (lesbian or not) thank you for your constructive advice out of good will...but i am a very happy lesbian and i'd appreciate if you could do away with all that "finding your true identity. " today, wee wee, i'm telling you- i am lesbian but i'll be your best lesbian friend around, sticking with you through thick and thin. and you better continue hearing me rant about girlfriends problems. remember how peterpan and tinkerbell are such good friends ? see you for lunch tmr ! anyway, i say, sexuality is like fluid; you just have to go with the flow. it is just another way of life, and i say again, smile if you are gay(pun intended) :) i am farr annoyed tonight. with everybody and myself. i said i am annoyed and now i'm thinking what the hell is that smileyface doing there two sentences back. i seriously hate straight hair; i want to pull every fucking single strand of it out. my heart ring can't really be fixed and i have still yet to find my heart necklace. the colors of my black skinnyjeans faded BIG TIME after laundry, my fringe still doesn't look her best, i want $99 NOW for my clarendon nyc tee shirt ! tonight, i am the girl with a thousand pages of complains. i hope you all can understand all that pms-ing tonight and refrain from blaming me that my vocabulary had reduced to two simple words. fuck off.