EDIT 10.43AM

last night i had a dream. i dreamt of my ex girlfriend, chen ting (and there was someone else too). it was a very happy dream and i vaguely remember myself smiling while sleeping. i was there to watch her in her rugby game and i was there with her to sweep home almost all the trophies. being the " hell good rugby player " as she is, ( i quote kerliang.), there were hell alot of friends fussing over her while she grinned stupidly at the camera. and then guess who appeared ! and then there was GERALDINE SEE !! hahaha. i was the luckiest alive. i swear, promise, sumpa. and then the alarm went off at 7.25am, i had to peel my eyes open and get myself out of bed. DAYM. but you know, my life had been so mundane i think its okay to feed on such excitement of waking up from such retarded dreams. hmmm, i heard geraldine is known to have an attitude problem. this makes me love her even more. girls with attitude are challenging. i like challenge. hahaha. i had geraldine on my left and chen ting on my right. the world stopped to watch us as we three embraced to chen ting's victory. hahaha. bloody moronic. me.

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i have bad vibes.

i have bad vibes.

i have bad vibes.

i have bad vibes.

no, it will not happen. you think too much. and please anticipate not.

have faith.

have faith.

have faith.

have faith.

try again tomorrow morning, emily. stewpz.