" double egg is orgasm "

i never like stone butches because i think they get damn fugly when age saturates in. however, ive met this one woman who's still looking hot at 29 years of age. i remember a year plus ago, she placed her hand right on my buttcheek asking if i'm attached, i went home and wrote wenling an email when she was in usa and said " today, R touched my backside and i got high ! " whenever i talk about R being hot in the past, vanessa will speak to me in the most unpleasant tone saying she begs to differ because R is plump according to her (no, R is not exactly plump. V is overly skinny that's all. )

i quote vanessa when i look at plumpy people( if there's sucha word).

" no ? she's not ? she's fat ! and what do you mean by her figure doesn't really matter ? okay then you can go and fuck her face okay. since her face is all you want what ! "

damn lovable she. she's funnily sulky in a way and she enjoys whining ten times a day and requires pacifying 20 times a day. prolly that's what makes me loved her so. sigh :(

okay back to eyecandies !

wenling, i know you think i'm psychotic. but i have to put her picture up. even jac who's always stingy with praises just got to agree she's indeed one of the hottest butch around. (i mean, seriously ! all the butches these days are damn fugly ! )and i still do not understand why she chooses a 18 year old because its wayyyyy paedophilic !

R says " double egg is orgasm "

she doesn't know this, but i'd gladly be her double eggs. yumz !

HOWEVER ! my obsession for androgynous girls STILL stay. unless you are R. hahahaha. androgynous girls who can look intellectually sexy still with that sweet, shy diposition. yumz ! coupled with arresting eyes and a porcelained face. and i would think other than geraldine, and vanessa, i think lynette has got to be the next hotstuff. L, she has got...a habit of masturbating her ego. i don't quite like it. very bad. but, still in my point of view, very pretty and andro looking.

( people say " eh how come lynette and vanessa same hairstyle and same seh one ? i know already you like girls hair like that one right. ")

okay. i think my life had been good seeing all the goodlookers around. c'mon get realistic. don't bother about edison chen or jessica alba. because chances of you getting them are almost zilch. and i think i have to find ways to counteract all situations where i find people looking yummy to minimise the chances of me falling in love. you all know how shallow i am to just settle for merely good looks. i need, to find rules of unattraction to stop all that lesbian lusting. my heart has to get its orgasm first this time round before my eyes does.