EDIT 10.11PM

guess who came around to sayang me :) thank you for always knowing when to appear :)

EDIT 9.39PM

i am sick and sulky sick and sulky

sick and sulky sick and sulky

sick and sulky sick and sulky

sick and sulky

i want love and attention love and attention

love and attention love and attention

love and attention

love and attention

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last night as i laid on my bed, staring into darkness, i wanted to cry. i wanted to cry out loud for attention. poor emily; sick, loveless and alone and miserable. exactly like how it was on valentines day 2006. i cried as i nursed in bed because i'm sick and miserable. like all the love has gone somwhere else. can somebody sayang me please. i really am the attention seeker.

today is my off day. but i can't go out because i'm sick. what the hell la :(

oh i was reading wenling's blog-

:( how upset those days i missed.

1) wah lau eh cheebye anyhow scold.. everytime also like that. work until end of this month i'm quitting !
2) eh eh !! where is the seafood platter for table 23 ?!! they very angry already !
3) eh cherilyn... i think don't need to mop floor later. ann never see also. hahaha.
4) wenling later after work we got sit at starbucks leh ! i don't want to go home. or you want go 85 eat ba chor mee ?
5) eh eh table 53 birthday. go take out their cake. birthday rap you lead hor. i don't want to lead.
6) no more soup spoons already !! go ah neh there see have or not !
7) emily you out that jungle freeze already or not ! they wait very long already !
8) eh kenneth... help me take ice can ? thank you.
9) see that girl ! so fat already still eat so much tatar sauce.. pathetic la ?
10) hi this is our menu. for our soup of the day today is clam chowder.
11) eh eh eh party ah ??! why all crowd here ? GO CHECKBACK !
12) wah lau eh this girl new one is it ? sibei kam gong la ! keep sending wrong order.
13) sarahh ! do me a favour please ? help me send 3 ice water to table 22. and one sauce set. i need to take order for table 32.
14) eh alfresco got people. bring ashtray.
15) hello eh tmr you can replace me not? 5-10 ? until 10 only ! please please !
16) FOOD OUT!
17) emily, your passionfruit too sweet ! put more ice !

and alot more. the list goes on. months back, i sat at parkway starbucks too. everything changed. it doesn't feel like the old parkway anymore. days were fucked up there. we met the most disgusting customers who pay nuts but expects an elephant. but nevertheless, we had fun. at the end of the shift, i'd be smoking with the rest outside the restaurant and complaining bout the many disgusting customers i met. i remember how i always wanted to cry when the customers were damn damn mean.. and my managers were damn damn harsh to me. but all's good. fish and co, my first company and first job. where i learnt the most and met my favourite fish friends. memories so fond. no job with the best pay can ever replace.