i've been a pot of grump ever since last week- i don't even want to talk about what filled my entire week. only 3 things to be happy about- 1) i ran 6.7km yesterday after 2 months ! 2) i bought another pair of skinnies!(i'm going back to get the white one next weekend !) 3) i made my order for my goldstar necklace!(3 more weeks it will be on my neck from japan !)

not very very happy stuff actually. booo. the menses should just come NOW. i hate feeling blue and scared like a kitten. WHERE IS THE HAPPY HEART. i've been missing out on alot of sleep. i spend late afternoon sleeping at home today. 987fm was on and there were plenty of nice songs. but i forgot the title when i woke up. effing pissed. i'm effing pissed with myself. and you know the disgusting fact about me spending half hour writing my hatelist today after dinner. in my room so angst-filled. a tornado just swept through my room and i'm a disgusting girl living in tornado mess. pull out my hair now. i hate almost everybody now. but myself mostly.