While I was on my way to school today, I felt a bitter cold chill in the air. And then there was nottoohappy kinda music on my playlist. And I thought to myself- Why should I stay to watch life and hope fade away while possibilities, answers and happy mediums are floating in the air ? Its time I learn to love myself; the right way.

So sorry I was Miss Angsty the past two weeks, to myself mostly. I've decided to do away with negative thoughts and look forward to everyday. Anticipate who,when,why,where and how. No more emotional trainwreck oh(!)kay. No more creating problems that don't exist and stealing my own smile. I'm back living in my own skin.

Yessaaa ! :)

And tonight, the honey mustard sandwich was good. Company was non pretentious and absolutely warm. To add on, with sensible Chamomile tea and redundant hand gestures. Hokkien lingo funny verbally abusive people.

5 random thoughts in mind.

Hello, weeeekenddddd !
I can't wait for my new job that most prolly starts next week.
Lau ya pok kai phones ought to be dump ! Samsung D520 pleaseeeeeeeee.
Won't you sleep with me tonight, girlfriend.
I'm mighty proud of that.

Now, we'll see how long this lasts.

---EDIT 10/6/06 7.30pm

The time of the month is here. Suntec City was crowded like hell. I was cramping like hell too. Singapore should have 995cabs. So this evening I'm back from town alone at home, attacking the Famous Amos cookie jar and missing my girlfriend as I cringe in pain under covers. Now watch me pout, it wouldn't be a bad sight I promise.