When I was alone today, I went through an emotional suppression that scare the hell out of me. Listening to Placebo and DCFC makes me want to cry so much. So what it felt like was one of those days when everything wrong in your life hits you in one shot and you just feel like staring at walls and shutting yourself from the rest of the world. Seriously, its enough of breaking down anywhere, anytime. My mind is so disgustingly weak; I hate it so.

Muttons in the Morning on 98.7FM while on my way to TeffP makes me smile a lot to myself .
I really missed my pink Panasonic phone.
Singapore Idols is so crazily interesting and Ken Lim is how crude I think he deserves two slaps.
I want to meet somebody who is able to spend midnight with me at a random field. We will roll in grass and have a pint of ice cream each. I want mine Raspberry flavored.
I wish she was here to catch Singapore Idols on telly with me, because we will have so much comments to give and we will be so cosy in bed snuggled up.

Still out of sorts, and mentality out of whack. I am a Wednesday child full of woes. I really hope its just the PMS.

----EDIT 01/06/06 9.17am

I am late for school again, today. Some staff in charge said that I am strange and that I think out of norm. How eff-ing awesome.

----EDIT 01/06/06 3.40pm

I sank deeper down, beneath my emotions today when I was in Sarah's embrace during lunch time when I bumped into her in the school library just now. With tears included.
I really should cheer up. I'm going jogging with Daddy later in the evening.