It is never good to meet up with an ex girlfriend.

The knock on her room door, the avoidance of eye contacts, the seemingly slow 20 secs in the lift and the familiar smell of the car which she once asked, " Which color do you think I should buy huh ? "

The 5 precious minutes car ride and we won't talk much, not until the last minute of it, you started speaking. The knot tied and untied. Traces of memories linger.

We'd walk hand in hand to the bedroom. She'd pacify me enough to convince me to sleep. Every wakening moment together, I'd stare right at her face with much adoration and tell her she looks her best and I see the most amazing woman every morning. Then, stuff her with enough Vitamin C because " See la ! Don't take medicine la. Now you sneeze so hard. Flu already lah ! " And she finally can take it no more but shut me up with " CAN YOU SHUT UP OR NOT. early in the morning nag so much. "

What followed by the familiar wheezing during the car ride today. She finally broke the silence.

" I really did took medicine. But I forgot to eat for the past 2 days... now my sinus is back again. "

All that was then

Will be there still

I'll let it pass

And hold my tongue

And you think that i've moved on

P.S : I'd hold you close to my heart, now that I can't hold you anymore close in my arms.