You were best of friends with

Claudine.
Sally.
Jean.
Amy.

For the whole 4 months when Jean was back from Melbourne,
you only bothered meeting up with her ONCE.

For the entire December cruise trip, we were so happy talking about coming Bangkok trip in March. But seriously, I doubted you already then.

For the whole 10 times of past 1 month, I asked you out, you gave me either
1) Very tired
2) I want to spend sunday at home
3) I need to study
4) I got work to do
5) My mother ordering pizza back. Can't meet you.
6) I am not too keen.

You are never keen of and about the entire world. Maybe other than Furnise, who dragged you together into a puddle of shit back in SIM.

and I reckoned, you tell them all 4 same damn excuses to Claudine, Sally, Jean and Amy too. Till they cannot really be bothered with you anymore. Me now too. Stop the whatever question you ask me at Sushi Tei a month back about " So did you miss me the period of 2 weeks we never met up ? " It was 2 weeks, now you the great doubled it up to 4 weeks. Fact is, I didn't miss you at all then. But I knew I'll always want to make the effort to ask you out for good chicken pie and honey green tea at Parkway Parade.


And I'm finally the same as your old friends. The few who's disappointed with you and your stupid reasons about not being available. Go use your book of excuses on someone else, write somemore, all the liners you have in the book are long overdued.

What else, Stefanie. Stef fail me.

You can disappear. I never thought/said you were meant to stay anyway.