KN to the N

this is fucking agonizing. two afternoons ago, i was at gardens coffeebean studying with kangwei. there was silence. we were being really good kids and we always study very well together. and then for a moment, with a cigarette in his hand he said " eh see my head. got something is it ". i bent forward and i hahahahahah kangwei got birdshit ! i kept laughing and laughing. he was cool. he took a serviette, handed it to me, and i wiped it off from his hair. fresh and warm birdshit, he said " eh emily, buy 4D ! "

so we decided. OKAY. $8 BIG 9991. why 9991 ? because he loves his car more than himself. and his carplate number is 9991. i seriously don't know 4D. i just paid whatever amount he paid at Singapore Pools. afterwhich he said " if 9991 first prize, $5000. "

in his car at 2.00am last night, while he was driving, all exhausted from all the studying, i said " huh..really ah $5000. " being my best friend in poly, he assured me like he always did " yes. $5000. "

and just 10 mins ago, my dreams shattered on me.

when ah beng meets ah lian. na to the beh.