"She's the one for you, she's the girl of your dreams, she's your one and only. And you know because the smell of her makes your head swim, because you get a physical jolt everytime she sends a glance your way.. I mean, she touches you here, and you feel it here. You touch her anywhere.. and you feel it everywhere. And then boom, it's 6 months later, and she's touching someone else."

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last night, i watched her marry someone else in the church and it seemed almost real.
such a silly dream.
but why do i tear in my sleep and feels that gnawing pain in my heart when i awake ?

it still kinda plagues me. still.