this week, i'll eat white bread because i spent my entire week's allowance on cheapmonday skinnys ystd.

i hate my job. i hate hate hate my job. everybody there are evil people with plastic smiles plastered on their faces. pfft evil selfish beings. i wonder if they are ever really truely happy because what fills their nutshell heads are cunning schemes and selfish thoughts. they must be from misery land ! i think they are actually miserable deep down. one way or another, i feel contaminated whenever i am there. not saying that i am all nice and dainty but i know i'm not evil like that. (kerliang ! they are like your smart meddies tutorial mates ! so smart but evil who sabotage everybody in class all the time ! selfishes!) but i am still going to stay there (hopefully, strong) because, such is life. i will bring in all the odds to tell myself that i am not in the worst situation. i will learn to get out of that comfort zone and make my own money to feed my shopping habit whether i like it or not. ayeeee action only. suddenly, i missed fish and co so much. why did i even leave ! i am very proud of the fish family because we are not evil. i am completely horrified by whatever happened at my workplace.. i think i'll quit very soon. ( what action earlier on about getting out of comfort zone and being independant. )

guess what i have later after school. WORK ! :( :( :(

thank you for trying, emily.