my two closest friends from 4E2, lynette and linster

stay close, friends.

p.s : the only reason i'd be heading to MoS tonight is you, linster.

BUT I REALLY VERY LAZY LEH.

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nothing has changed. stagnancy sludges up. nothing in the air of expectancy, and this is bad. everything had been the same, and i think i have to bring in a change. i wonder about the many moronic ways how i can do it. i have the very first one up in my head couple of days back, and i hate it so much now that my weekend plans are so badly thwarted.

i demanded the act of being totally raw to myself and the whole truth too. i'm so done with it. last saturday was smashed. i was in deflated denial but i reckoned clubbing doesn't makes me happy anymore. i don't know what else could be impending in the air of expectancy and it scares me because i don't know what else could possibly satisfy me. contentment, is that the word ? i need to space out. and i'm coming out from it. it is 12.25am, and i should be heading to the beach in awhile.

everything slows down by 365%.

for peaceful well being- guns n roses and placebo had been putting me to sleep. in a good way.