dear baby,

all the sneezing and wheezing is so hard to take.

the weather had been way weirddd

its mild feverish feel and i think i'm having a flu already.

singapore idols wildcard round is interesting,

and i really love my 13 year old sister.

(though i don't quite like her big sister at home already.)

i had home dinner and alot of telly loving with her yesterday

she was still in pe attire all sticky and sweaty messy hair from a ponytail

and complaining bout tough netball training.

we badmouthed her sister and took lotsa photographs.

(no, we are no photowhores because the term "photowhore" had been

so frequently used its got that tinge of "oh its a bad but good thing and i don't care cause i'm doing the whole b.i.t.c.h (ie babe in total control ?)" - i TOTALLY cringe at the sight of the word "photowhore/photowhoring". come on now ! even Sienna Miller is sick of the term " boho chic " . lets wait for trend recycle ayee ?)

i threatened to bang down the door while she was bathing too.

then there was a long talk with kerliang and amy at home.

and i think the retching and vomitting habit had stopped.

its mid week and i await the weekends

time needs to pass quick.

i threw away all the anti depressants the doctor gave earlier this week cus,

i think i've attained emotions nirvana or either that,

'04 emily is back

she thinks she is 18 years old once more.

xoxo, emily