"It is my belief that our culture has lost a true perception of existence. It is veiled. We are only tumbling in a hat we perceived to be reality. For the most part we do not know we are alive."

from last night-

4lovedpeople, gossips aplenty, family love, black ink on paper, herroomlikemine,

bad/weird dream, no peace shuteye, phone shut off,

floral chewing gum, muffin breakfast, instant polaroids,

two candles and a blackforest cake.

2lovedpeople, town, and a white chiffon dress.

sit on grass watch the cablecar lights pass me by. embrace solitude.

8loved people, bali villa, cocktail/beer/shisha, potato skin, staring in space,

phone soaked in beer, rose flavoured cake, chocolate flavoured cake and a $307 bill.

phone, perfume, shirt, necklace,vibrator, perfume, lotion, birthday card, birthday card.

14 lovedpeople and 3birthdaycakes- thank you, with all my heart.

for the texts/phonecalls/best wishes too.

'06 birthday don't feel quite the same.

thank you emily, for the half battered heart.

why don't you want to comb your hair tonight

and maybe stop smelling secretly like her too.