lunacy fringe

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

buy me a flower. make me happy.

11pm tonight, i reached home from work. this is what i found on my doorstep.


dear carolTHEN(or kerlyfries), thank you for the flower. it really did made me smile a little. thank you for walking over to my place and dropping that little flower from hougang street 92. i really didn't expect you to be the flowergirl. i don't know why you wrote that note on the VJC paper. i hope you didn't give up studying halfway and walked over. please study hard for A levels and leave girlfriend problems aside. kerly and i will be behind you. we promise to treat you to happymeal.

i have school, i have work. i'm back to spreading honey and butter on my bread every morning. bad enough. yesterday, i just wanted to act smart and grab the earlier test date for my driving test. 5 minutes after that impulsive act, i started to regret(like how i always did half of my life.)
ker liang, thank you for offering free private illegal lessons. chen wei, thank you for taking leave and planning to back me up by going there together with me, offering to wait for me till the test finishes and offering me free illegal lessons. wenling, stef and kenneth, thank you for telling me that i can do it. stef again, thank you for the " time will tide everything down" assurance when i was especially down this afternoon.

i really don't know. i woke up this morning wanting to skip morning lectures very badly. in fact, i already crossed out all the lectures when i first had my hands on my timetable. what was i thinking. i planned not to go. however, being the closet kiasu(and desperate) student that i am, i know i cannot afford because it is my last semester already. and i don't want to struggle at the eleventh hour like how i always did. i really want to graduate very badly. i've had enough of whatever infocomm had to offer. ( friends who know me so well, you all have heard me saying about quitting since day one of it.) i went to school, attended lectures alone, take notes, go to the library during the extra breaktime, study alone, revise alone. immediately after school today, i had to rush for work. during the bus ride, i worried about having enough time(or not) for driving practice. if you realised, i don't have the energy to blog about bean tan.

squished and squashed. i am so drained. and guess what. it is only the second week of school. i have 17 more to go and i promise to squeeze out time for revision everyday. this week, i only have time to meet up with two people. stef, see you on saturday. pei ru, see you on sunday.

as for the many other days, see you ramesh.

who is ramesh. ramesh is my driving instructor who likes to say " you've got to help yourself. you have to practice more. "

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